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We kiss on the mouth but still cough down our sleeves... [Jun. 11th, 2004|03:14 pm]
[my actions are impossible to justify |Modest Mouse - Dramamine]

new lj... www.livejournal.com/~___loveisagun__

yep, so this one is now officially killed. <3

heart.
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(no subject) [Jun. 10th, 2004|05:01 pm]
xredundantx's LJ stalker is xyourx____x!
xyourx____x is stalking you because your LiveJournal is just SO damned interesting. They are also deluded!


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Chris! Now all you need to do is update sometime, fucko. :>
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And here I know seduction breeds, from wanton hearts that would seduce... [Jun. 10th, 2004|04:27 pm]
[my actions are impossible to justify |Bright Eyes - A Poetic Retelling of an Unfortunate Seduction]

Today sucked hardcore. Well, not really. Law was good fun, with the recieving of candy on my part... geography was gay. The assembly was pretty okay... heh. Lunch was... something. Walked around in the rain, talking about being beat off...hahahaha. It was so fucking funny, I wish I could remember some in-depth quotes, but alas... maybe I will later. Math was deliciously gay. God damn, I hateeeee it so much. History was bleh... didn't do anything, just sat there and pretended to write notes... meh. life is boring and miserable.
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I don't know what it is that I like about you, but I like it a lot [Jun. 9th, 2004|05:42 pm]
[my actions are impossible to justify |Led Zepplin - Communication Breakdown]

I'm back, fuckos!
Well, i've been allergetic, and my computer has been broken, but I fixed it with my crazy intelligence. Uhhh... school sucks, I've had a mental breakdown over the last two days. I'm officially getting a job. I need to finish my projects. Gah. I to school just for math today, for the sake of it... because i'm that damn good of a person. Or stupid? Probably the second. But meh. :>

I have nothing to say, I think i'm going to do my work...


This was hard, I think.
Soundtrack to My Life:
1) Opening credits: Led Zepplin - Whole Lotta Love
2) Dreaming about someone scene: Azure Ray - If You Fall
3) Waking up scene: Golden Earring - Radar Love, Bright Eyes - Touch
4) Happy friends scene: Faction - Let's Go Get Cokes, Boney M - Rasputine
5) Driving scene: Dimmu Borgir - Puritania
6) Action/fight scene: Styx - Renegade, or Alexisonfire - 44 Caliber Love Letter
7) Chase scene: Le Tigre - Deceptacon
8) Happy love scene: Bright Eyes - The Calendar Hung Itself, Placebo - Every Me, Every You
8a) Fallen in love: Dashboard - Hands Down
9) Mellow scene: David Bowie - Rock and Roll Suicide
10) Party scene: Blood Brothers - Meet Me At the Waterfront After the Social
10a) Choreographed Dance Scene: Modest Mouse - A Different City
11) Sex scene: Him - Beautiful or Gnarkill - Breaking Into Your House... depends on the sex :>
12) Wedding Scene: uhhh... Billy Idol or the Murderdolls - White Wedding :>
13) Angry/bitter scene: Curl Up and Die - You'd be Cuter If I Shot You In the Face
14) Breakup scene: Bright Eyes - Basketball
15) Evil/Revenge scene: Unanimated - Life Demise (haha)
16) Contemplation scene: The Used - Bulimic, Brand New - 70 x 7
17) Sad/breakdown scene: From Autumn to Ashes - Chloroform Perfume
18) Death scene: Bright Eyes - The Joy In ForgettinG
19) Funeral scene: Straylight Run - Existianlism on Prom Night, Beatles - Let it Be
20) Before Getting Back Together Song: Saves the Day - Freakish
20) Nostalgia scene: Deathcab For Cutie - A Lack of Color, The Who - Teenage Wasteland
21) Closing credits: Thursday - Understanding (In A Car Crash), Led Zepplin - Communication Breakdown
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There's an army at my window waiting to lose this fight... [Jun. 2nd, 2004|07:52 pm]
[my actions are impossible to justify |Every Time I Die - Romeo A Go-Go]

Yeah... soo uhh... today was gay. Got ditched again at lunch, so I just had to wander around aimlessly by myself :<... math test=failed... fuck fuck fuckity fuck fuck. Came home, learned blunt nosegrab fakies where you kick your front foot back and forth... 180 Casperflips... moan. Well, i'm lonesome. I have nothing to say.


Does he walk around all day in school with his feet inside your shoes, looking down every few steps to pretend he walks with you? says:
____ "hay baybe, wHy dunt u cum 0ver hurr an giv da ____meister sum luvin?"
Does he walk around all day in school with his feet inside your shoes, looking down every few steps to pretend he walks with you? says:
you "eee oh no! why did i take these date rape drugs!"
Does he walk around all day in school with his feet inside your shoes, looking down every few steps to pretend he walks with you? says:
____ "mwahahaha *thrust*"
hold me sweetly like the days we bled with love, a red so deep... says:
yup
Does he walk around all day in school with his feet inside your shoes, looking down every few steps to pretend he walks with you? says:
at least that's how i invision it
hold me sweetly like the days we bled with love, a red so deep... says:
that's how i was hoping it would go anyways
Does he walk around all day in school with his feet inside your shoes, looking down every few steps to pretend he walks with you? says:
while this guy *points to me* is sitting at home jerking off to fucking gay porn
Does he walk around all day in school with his feet inside your shoes, looking down every few steps to pretend he walks with you? says:
maybe you'll go out back and rub his sick crotch
hold me sweetly like the days we bled with love, a red so deep... says:
good thats where you deserve to be

i love it.
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(no subject) [Jun. 2nd, 2004|07:17 pm]
On a scale from 7 to 12, with 9 being the highest, how much do you hate me?
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She goes to say I don't care when she knows that I do... [Jun. 1st, 2004|09:30 pm]
[my actions are impossible to justify |Azure Ray - For the Sake of the Song]

Do you remember old conversations before the facade?
We could let the words flow like our breath
And they say you can't live in the past
But life was so much better then
Cause now I can't even write you a love song
I've already wasted my words
Your eyes may be brown but they're green in my mind
Burning with the jealousy of maturity
But I will wait for you until the sun burns out
And the earth turns as cold as Pluto
And the ice freezes my heart into place
Stattuettes as intriuging as your face
Because If you know love you know loss
If you know hate you need to learn forgiveness
And is it fair to ask one to surrender
Because you can't yet handle relationships?
You said you didn't believe in hate so why don't you prove it?
You said you don't believe in happiness but never gave it a chance
I could be the shooting star to collide and intertwine with your eyes
But we losers can never recieve the prize
How far would you like me to walk before I can start back home
How far will you run in the opposite direction?
Some say I give up too easily but in just the nick of time
But there are some things worth trying past failure...

</3
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DiS iZ da AnFum, tHrW aLL uR HaNDZ uP!!! LoLZ! [Jun. 1st, 2004|07:35 pm]
[my actions are impossible to justify |GuD ChArL00t - ThA AnThEm!!1!]

Punk is FUCKING gay.
PuNk FuCK oi!!!11!!one!! PuNk RaWkZoRz t0 dA MaX0rZ LoLZ!! DuNt B LyK dA FaCiSt PrEps (wH0 iz lUZers LOLZ!) bE PuNk RaWk aNd duNt ConForM 2 Ur StaAndaRds! b DifFrreNt bY BuYiNg a Shytl0(anarchy sign)d oF sPikeS Nd PuNk RaWk BaNd ShurTz (ya KnW, lyk BlInk182428, NFG!!!1!!) FUK POZERZ! oh, and the government.

fucktards.
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The greatest lovers were murderers first... [Jun. 1st, 2004|07:33 pm]
[my actions are impossible to justify |Every Time I Die - She's My Rushmore]

Well... I have a website, an essay, and a seminar all due monday. Ick... i'm so fucked. Bleh, school was a whore. Classes=gay, lunch=gay... I just layed on the sidewalk, and talked to Glenn and the Bagster... beautiful conversations >:/

I hate math and geography so badly. Geography is horrible because I hate doing tedious notes and bookwork and such. Math... is just... indescribable. I hate it so much, i've been driven to doing my work. What the fuck is that?

Went skating with Bill, Glenn, and Krol... was pretty meh... it rained alot. I think for the two and a half hours I was there, we only skated maybe 30 minutes or so. It was funny because Glenn Hatt pro skater kept hurting himself hardcoreally. Beautiful. I learned the sexiest casper flips in the world... moan.

I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I'm bored of life, I need something to perk me up or something... *shakes fist* damn you emo, you made me like this!
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Everynight I think I certainly won't ever sleep sober or alone... [May. 31st, 2004|06:33 pm]
[my actions are impossible to justify |Bright Eyes - Drunk Kid Catholic]

Fuck, I want school to be over with so badly. School was gay; the whole working aspect and fucktard people piss me off to no end. I love how if you tell some people not to do something, they seemingly think that means you actually want it more. I fucking hate when people pull my hair, or think they're cool by aggrivating me to death. I hate everybody. Exept you.

Well, fuck me, I think i've officially failed math. I really don't want to take it again. Dammit. Tonight i'm starting my history website... even downloaded the newer version of Photoshop, so I should have some fun with it...

I've given up on alcohol and drugs, I think. They don't do anything to me but bring me down more nowadays. Well, maybe not alcohol... but socially, no more.

I think i'm trading my new Speed Demons and Battalion for this quarterpipe... which I love. I learned blunt pivot rocks on it today. Nollie varial flamingo's across the funbox too. Huzzah.

My mom has a doctors appointment at about 7:30 tomorrow morning... urgh. I think if she's feeling okay and the doctor doesn't say anything bad I might go to the skateatorium... meh.
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